Earl Gray and Reflexions on Life

Church was great tonight. Sometimes i forget how i need to just be happy where I am, and not try to pursue the future that hasn't come yet. I am content where i am, and i am enjoying life, but lately I've kinda been in a slump trying to look to the future. But i'm glad to be back.

I also have been having some self esteem issues. I know. I know. nothing new, but I'm happy where I am.

For now I'm going to drink this Earl Gray and watch pride and prejudice. Cause sometimes it's about the little things in life, and not worrying about the three papers i have due on tuesday! :D

I've been trying to spend more time with friends. Sometimes it's difficult cause i don't really have those few people I can just connect with. and go to when i'm just bored and we can just sit and be bored together. I kind of thrive on relations with people so i've been getting used to being alone more, and i'm starting to like it.

Also, i'm going to try and start a new routine in my life where I get up early every day. And then I can be more intentional about some of the things that I want to do.

Lord, help me to be the person you want me to be.