new blog!

I just can't seem to sit still.

Fell in love without you

Gosh, I can't even describe how amazing saves the day/ motion city/ say anything was.

I forgot how much i love going to concerts. I probably haven't been to a real concert for about two years and I can't believe i let it go this long. There was a point in my life when i was going at least once or twice a month, and for good reason. Seeing the band live with a crowd of people singing along with the lyrics as loud as they can, while dancing ridiculously, sharing each others sweat and enjoying to amazing high and low tones of songs you share the love of is an incredible experience. I want to move back to some sort of city where i can experience this more often, before i become one of those crazy 40 year olds in the back that people look awkwardly at if they join in the middle of the crowd.

I want to fist pump to cheesy lyrics that make my heart melt and feel united with something beside myself.

I love music so much. I miss the real rawness of it in reality.

jeez

my dreams continue to haunt me of forgotten times and awkward situations.

I'm going to see Dracula the musical tonight. yup. you heard me correct. I can't wait.

I think what i'm looking forward to mostly in life is: a) having my own place where roommates down play rap all day, and b) making dinner for my family.

I've been cooking a lot for my roommates and such and it's so much fun to make something delicious and have others enjoy it with you. Plus i've discovered that i'm a pretty amazing cook.

Figuring out my life. <3

too many blogs!

And I pray for God's peace upon you. and upon me. 

moving to another blog, for a new time. 

I want to go on late night walks around the lake again. goodnight. 

Tonight I needed a friend

and you couldn't even be that.

Leave me alone.

I love the dream i just had

it almost makes me sad how far it actually is from reality.

I'm really busy all the time. Sometimes i still have times for friends though, and its been amazing making new friends and bridging the gap, if you will.

God has put such a desire for nursing in my heart, i can not even wait until i can finally learn everything and graduate. With each new thing i learn I am so excited, school has never been this much of a joy.

Two of my roomies are moving out and four are moving in. Its gonna be crazy but i'm super excited for the new things to come.

Lord, soften my heart.

School Starts on mondayyy!

I'm both excited and very nervous. Its like going back to public school again which is never as much fun. But now i'm going to be doing something practical that I care more about, so it's a toss up really.

I pray that I can be an encouragement and light during class.

I hope i'm not continually surrounded by cussing smokers like at work or the last time i was at community college. :)

Cheers!